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Long Live My Happy Head

Uplifting documentary about an artist who creates intimate comics that deal with his life with an inoperable brain tumour, exploring how art, love and humour can soothe our deepest fears of mortality.

What would you do if you were told you had a dramatically life-shortening illness at the age of just 32? Start making comic books about it, of course! Well, that's what Gordon did.

Gordon is a Scottish comic book artist with an inoperable, incurable, high-grade malignant brain tumour. By making autobiographical comics about his experience, he is able to communicate his thoughts and reactions to cancer in a medium and language that is disarming, accessible and inviting.

Gordon is now approaching his fortieth birthday and has found Shawn, a warm-hearted and protective American who lives in Bath County, Virginia, and who is the love of his life. Their relationship may be long-distance, but they talk on the phone every day and visit each other as often as possible.

Although his previous comics focused on his own personal experiences, Gordon has chosen to focus on the carers who look after people with cancer for his next book. However, his tumour is growing again and he is on chemotherapy while meeting and interviewing people who have cared for and lost their dearest loved ones to cancer. It’s a profound process through which he hopes to gain an understanding of what Shawn will have to go through as his condition worsens.

Covid-19 then halts travel and forces Gordon, with a compromised immune system, to shield indoors from the virus. This coincides with the news that his chemo is not working and he may have less than a year to live. Shawn feels utterly powerless trapped in the States and struggles to come to terms with not being there for Gordon when he most needs him.

Creating his next comic gives Gordon a purpose as he stays locked away in his apartment, but it is the love and support he receives from his friends and from Shawn that really keep him going. Moments of happiness and laughter punch through the uncertainty and fear of lockdown, and as the world begins to open back up, Gordon and Shawn can finally be together again. An exhibition of the work Gordon has created while confined to his home gives hope for life in a post-pandemic world.

1 hour, 28 minutes

Last on

Fri 23 Sep 2022 22:30

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Role Contributor
Director Austen McCowan
Director William Hewitt
Producer Austen McCowan
Executive Producer Geoffrey Smith
Executive Producer Amy Hardie

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