29/08/2015
A spiritual comment and prayer to begin the day with Anna Drew.
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Good morning. On this day in 2005, Hurricane Katrina tore through New Orleans, killing more than eighteen hundred people and causing more than a hundred billion dollars of damage.
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A decade on, New Orleans and the surrounding area continue to recover. In many places Katrinaβs legacy is starkly apparent: abandoned houses, increased homelessness, the loss of cultural diversity. And all the while, that enduring question: how do we make sense of this?
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In pondering that question Iβm reminded of another tragedy - on a smaller scale, but no less devastating to those of us affected: the death of my friend Dina. Dina was young, fit, apparently healthy and she was killed by cancer.
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On the anniversary of Dinaβs death I met her mum for coffee. Sheβd been to synagogue and there encountered a woman dressed in the most outrageous outfit of gold lamΓ©, even down to her gold nail varnish - and we laughed at how Dina would have loved that.
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And then she asked me that question: βHow do you make sense of Dinaβs death?β
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Iβm a compulsively honest person.
βI donβt,β I said. βI canβt. It feels like nonsense.β
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βBut how do you live with it?β she said.
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I responded, βI guess I try to live in the nonsense. I know Godβs big enough for our grief and our questions and our anger. But what I canβt do is make sense of it.β
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Perhaps my answer betrays the fragility and weakness of my faith. No doubt a wiser, more faithful person would have known what to say, what to believe.
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But here I am, living in the nonsense, remembering how Dina laughed.
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Father, bring us peace as we seek meaning in the nonsense of the pain and hurt of this world. May we bring joy and light to those we encounter today. Amen.
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- Sat 29 Aug 2015 05:43ΒιΆΉΤΌΕΔ Radio 4